Now I so sad. She didn't talk to me anymore even look at me.
She do like me didn't have body and feel.
This morning I met her I call her
"hello (Her name)
She said back Hello One word and face look like not happy look like (ไม่ tem ใจ)
I want to be friend with her same the day before I make her (ram kan)
I think sometime I make her (ram kan)
I feel so sad for everything I do with her.
and  I apologize to her already.
I so serious.
I don't know what should I do
we come together We should be friend
I know this school have many thai friends I did't want to lose this friends.
Now everyday when  I wake up.
I must think about this problem think think
why why why
I shouldn't d oanything to make her unhappy .
now I very unhappy already.

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Yor are still loving her as you would like to be her boyfriend not just a friend. I do not know how you feel. If I was you I won't do anything but I am not you.
Anyway, time is going on and you too. Why have you been there? For learning, for practice, for your experience etc. these things you're having more than many people who would like to be there as you.
I understand, you are sadly feeling and so sorrowfully. I used to be as you but not with my friend.
Do not do anythings again.
Finally, who know what is love?  Everyone have different definition of love. It depend to you. What would you like to do?
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I don't remember can you type Thai? But If you would please go to    www.learningthai.com/thikeyboard/index.html    type on that web it's automatic changing be thai, copy them and paste on board that you would.
Bye

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Take it easy. Time will heal everything. You are very frustrated right now. Don't just focus on this matter. Try to think ahead. Think about 10 years from now. You are not going to end up there. Time passes, thing changes. It's not the end of the world if she is not going to talk to you. If you have done your best, there is nothing to be worry about now. You can't control how other people think or act. This is also true in the real world. There are a lot more problems to come, when you graduate and go out to the real world.
So, my suggestion is...take it easy. Focus on what's really important to your life and what you be there for....study?... keep a good health? Don't disappoint whoever waiting for your success back home.
Another thing that definitely will help is Dhamma. Do you know how to do meditation? If you know, do it. If you don't, there are many websites that can teach you how to do it. You also might try to read some writings here: http://www.buddhadasa.org/. There are many good articles there. I think it should help brighten your thought and keep you from thinking about old story over and over.
Best,

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